Hmmm, Some ppl complain that, yesterday never blog wor ... Cause yesterday 15 aug, study till quite late, then totally forget about blogging. Haha. So today16 aug ,i will be blogging for tues 15 and wed 16 of aug. Which both are happy days. =).
Starting with yesterday, tuesday, holiday. Haha. Early in the morning wake up, first thing, grab glasses and put them on, then check hp for time and overnight messages.See the time 9pm. =.=, siao liao, late for meeting zzr, meeting him at 9.30 at hougang interchange. Then called him and told him i will be late, then he was also sleeping ... Cause he read manga till very late. Then we changed timing to 11am-1pm squash, and we met for breakfast. Haha. I was wondering why was i late while preparing my stuff, then i remember, i did wake up at 8.30 ... Pressed stop to stop my hp alarm ... Then went back to sleep >_<, haha... Then we ate breakfast at mac and chatted a lot. Althought mostly he is speaking la. Lol. Since quite long, never had a good chat with zhao rong.
Then we went to squash court. There was no1 there , cause it was 11am and was tuesday a weekday. Then we played squash , he was very strong. Indeed improve a lot. He trained very hard, so of course will overtake me la. Then sms char meanwhile the squash, when resting. Then chatted a bit more. Lol. Then asked him to attend my birthday gathering for next year, he say okie, then chatted a lot lor. Hmmm , seem like he still like that '____'(donno wat name ti girl ... ) Haha ...
Then after squash , took a bus back to hougang, and meet up with my mum awhile only , actually intent to shop and eat with her ti, but very tired, cause woke up early and play sport, then say bye bye to mum, and went back home to bath. Then saw jj online, played with him a bit. Then saw char and mei online, then as usual , chatted with both of them.Then very tired, cannot tahan, want to sleep.
Before sleeping, char keep reminding to study ... Sweet of her right? Then i wanna wake up at 6pm, then she say, must wake up at 6pm SHARP. So strict of her. =). Most of all, she suprize me, sending me a sms at 6pm to wake me up. So sweet and thoughtful of her right? Then she keep saying, go study now. Then no choice, then go study, rarely i found myself focusing when studying, but at that time, studying seem so easy, maybe got her encouragement ba. Then halfway, msn her, then she keep saying , dont wanna disturb me ... Then i counter attack! Saying this, u never disturb me ... in fact , if u never encourage and remind me to study2 , i would have maybe just did a sloppy revision and thats all. Then next phrase , and the stuff , i was thinknig about when having my revision ... was ... And the last phrase, (guess every1 should know ba) you ... Haha, but she still think that she was interupting me from my studies. Then this time flood her with messages ... Haha till she lost of words... Lol ... She's a very selfless girl. No wonder i am so deeply drawn to her. Then chatted a bit more. Lastly, she say that , she often dont know what i really think, then always make me upset. I was like, O.o , omg , pls dont say until liddat >_<. Then i replied ... "U had never ever made me upset before ..." , "but you are the cause of my joy , my worries and sadd. till now ... " And thats the truth. Then she asked if i need a change in that if it making me uncomfortable ... FAINTED. Her thoughtfulness, caring and selflessness, is realli you know you, is realli those very very rare ti. Can meet her, is a few lifetime accumlated good luck... And i believe she can make A CARING & TRUE & ENCOURAGING friend, a EXCELLENT & THOUGHTFUL gf. A PERFECT wife ... Lol ... Back to the conversation. Then i reply her , "i cant change that , and think its sort of a good thing ba ... >_< i dont uds what i am trying to say also ... " Then i asked for her view. Here's her reply. "if you dont find it a burden" , "then maybe we can just let it stick to what it is now"
PAUSE FOR A MOMENT. LOOK CAREFULLY AGAIN.
ITS HAS LOTS OF MEANINGS HUH?
Then later i ask crystal mei, then mei go ask char, then i was like =.= , how can ask her, haiz ... Wan blame, blame on myself, during young age, develop iq, never develop eq, now struggling to improve eq. Haha. Then crystal spam me. Then i was like read le, still dont uds, then ask her to sum everything in a sentence. Mei say, "now everything remains the same, give her tiime and things might change to the better" Then i orh ... Meaning she need time, more ever , her exams are coming, dont wanna make her think over such things, let her concentrate first. If she didn't do well ,she will be unset and get scold ... And she made a promise to herself that she will work hard for year end as she got bad result for mid year. Must remind her daily to work hard. Maybe help her to keep a countdown to her final year exam? Yea i will do that. Haha. Thanks mei for helping again >_<. But this mei, got sudden mood swing ti. Must learn how to cheer her up. Cause dont wan to see her unhappy. Mei , if unhappy, will age very fast ti wor. So must be happy. But doesn't mean need to smile 24/7 la, face will stiff ti. Lol ... Must be like kor, even i think too much, I give myself a huge dosage of happiness daily. And a bit of saddness daily. Why give myself a bit of saddness? Not because i cant stop unhappy things, but, to let, aaa how to explain. Erm if u take a sweet after drinking bitter stuff, the sweet will taste sweeter! Liddat lor.
Hmmmm , i just notice, i always blog a huge chunk of paragraph about char, later meis and jies and brothers gonna red eye. AHAHA. Just wan u all to know, that. I intent to do so. AHAHAHA. Lame ... >_<. Seem like i very happy right ? Cause ... Before she sleep. She sent me this message. That realli MAKE ME FEEL VERY VERY HAPPY. Realli since very long that 'high' le. Not that brothers or mei or jie cannot make me feel happy la, its a kind of different happiness. Hmmm u all must be wondering what message? Why can make me so happy ...
Ya sleeping now..My eyes hurt...When you finished studying or really tired then go sleep k..Dont stress yourself..My dear boy..Know you today very tired..
Thats the message. Yup u didnt see wrongly. I know that My dear boy means nothing la. But donno why, i am very happy, like a small boy, who first ate icecream or tasted sweet. Oh gosh, silly me , am i falling in love with her? Yea! . Just cant stop looking at it, over and over again. Silly me right ? Lol, thats me lor. Then called Clara jie up and chatted a bit. Haha. Talked a bit here and there. Then go sleep le, but too happy, cant sleep, then take hp and see again? Silly me, like small little boy. Haha. Then unknowing sleep le.
Thats yesterday.Now today. Wake up, omg late again. Oh man, meeting tidus at outram , donno what time, then made him wait for 1/2 hour. Feel so bad about it. But cannot show it. Later he sad about also then >_<. Haha. Then he asked about why never blog yesterday, then i reply, too tired study finish then sleep le. Then we went to school. Reach there, slack a while, then faster study, eat lunch then back to study.
Then exam le ... STRESS! Athought i dont show it. Cause use to it le. Then she ask me to cool down, relax and prepare for exam. Then exam started, when first flip throught the paper ... Thought, gone case le ... get 30 mark liao. Then after focusing and donig the paper, okie la. Not that hard, then some part ,when revising i miss out, then no choice had to leave a few blank. But will pass ba i think. =). Even if dont pass, i wanna thanks char for reminding me to study then sort of no choice got to study. It's like , i feel , if never study hard will let down her , then like , i studying for her liddat >_<, weird and strange right ? I myself also donno why liddat. Realli donno what to do without her excouragement lor. Haha.
Then after exam, every1 went home, then donno why, on the way home, on mrt, i keep oppsiting my bro viewpoint, then make him piss off, althought he say its not my fault, surely even its not my fault, its me who make him show his bad feelnig out ti >_<, should keep my mouth shut. Then when changing line, saw jac and ks(classmate) and chatted with them a bit, then found out that they were going to play bowling. Got off the train at chinatown, cause jac wanna buy 4D, then i was shock, cause jac only 16 then can buy leh ... Maybe she in ____ condition( JJ whats the word arh?). Then can fake through ba. Haha. Then chatted a while more while on train again. Then jac did some plam reading, she say, funny stuff, my marriage will be a very strong and close 1, as indicated on my plam i was like =.=. Next , she say, the line across ur left(boys left girl right) plam quite uncommon, left to right is link ti , then say got a meaning ti, but forget... Then i was like >_< ming ku, then liddat lor. Haha. Then reach home, no1 open door for me.Haha, cause every1 out mah. Then on computer, see char online, chat with her, but didnt see crystal mei online. But got saw denise mei online then chat and joke with her a bit , see her photo, look more mature and grown more pretty le. Haha. I got beautiful and cute meis. Haha.
Then chatted with char as usual. 'Debated' with her again for addressing, i keep asking her, what she wan me to call her as, she keep asking me to decide >_<. Then okie lor , i decide, call her char. >_<. Cause i saw she tag as char and asked if she like her name, then call char lor. Donno what that yu ting jie, first time see her name, pronunce her name as car-lorries. I was like roll on floor laughing aka rofl !!! Okie la i also dont reall i know how to realli pronunce her name. Haha. >_<. Still learning from jj how to pronunce the correct way >_<. Haha. Then i asked her to call me kh, as only close1 can call me that, who are those who are reading this blog and entry now. Actually, deep down inside, i hope she can call me my dear boy, but i know its inappropriate , so ask her call me kh. Then chatted a while more, cause today , she no hw, and had a tiring training. So she wanna sleep at 10pm. Then chat with her a while and as her to sleep le. Then as always, she ask me dont neglect myself and keep worrying about her. =). Everything little things she say , she mean it. Thats so nice of her, hmmm , actually, i got something in mind and had been done le. Just for her, a little sercet, cannot say out. Haha. ^_^.
Will be reading her, my dear boy message again before sleeping. Lol ... A favourite pastime of mine, act blur , act stupid , act indecivise and i learn and saw a lot more . Haha. But realli sometimes, i just dont wanna bother, then is realli blur and stupid. Lol. Exams are coming for my meis and char, GOOD LUCK FOR UR END OF YEAR EXAMINATION. Althought they will gumble and say do u have to remind me of that >_<. Lol ... .Blog too long, from 16 aug become 17 aug. ZZZ. A total of 2163 words. Longest entry till now. AHAHA.
